“You absolutely destroyed me, did you know that? But you know what, I just wanna say thank you. I don’t regret meeting you, but I don’t wish you would magically come back into my life again because I believe God gives us someone like this for a reason. Someone who will hurt you a million times, someone who will leave you & not look back. But this person, they will make you a better person in the end. You will come out stronger than ever before and you will be happier without him than you were with him.”
“I guess what makes me different from most girls is that I’m not the type to squeal all over you and I don’t ask for your attention at all times. I know what I want and I know how to get it but I don’t hurt people along the way. I can be a bitch but I’m also a weird obnoxious loser, but hey that’s the truth in me. I guess you can say I’m complicated, but I’d rather be difficult than easy any day. I can be hard to figure out sometimes, but if you know me, I’m not that much of a confusing person. So, why don’t you actually open up your heart instead of just your eyes and take a look at me, and then tell me if you’re still in love with her.”
“I miss you. after two fucking years, I’m still on a tumblr account pouring out my feelings because for once, you’re not here. after two years, I’m still in my bed, crying, with a stomach ache, wishing you would text me. after two whole fucking years, I’m still so deeply in love with you.”
I’m still attempting to forget the words said to me on those nights. I wish I could erase it from my memory so as not to tar the image I have of you, but it’s difficult.